It’s not like I don’t wanna be called somebody’s Baby or Babe,
Cos that’s such a soothing sound, either heard or been called or said.
It’s terrifying as a relationship nowadays comes with handcuff of boundaries and bar of limitations no matter if he’s a Psycho or a Sage,
But I’m just not ready for those deadliest commitments as said to get trapped in a “Golden Cage”.
No matter if he’s way too cool or humble and sweet,
But those expectations of a lover is too damn high to even touch or meet.
Some guys I’ve met actually seem so ideal and stable and not so quiet but mentally calm,
Somehow it still scares the shit outta me thinking about those rules and regulations that come along and the future that is pre-planned.
I too desire to cuddle and hide my face onto his chest while everything fades away,
But I’d still be thinking deep down if he’ll ditch me and choose someone new on his way.
I don’t believe that all the guys would hurt me like the people from my past,
But everytime I try trusting someone, they teach me not to do it anymore and I promise myself this time will be the last.
Though I believe he’s somewhere; somewhere beneath the same sky, far or near,
Ready to fight every challenges that’d try to pull us apart with his broadened thoughts and will always help me grow and cheer.
I’m sure the time will come when I’ll be perfect for him and he’ll be the only one for me,
His smile will make everything alright and we’ll go places hand on hand enjoying the vista of sun kissing the sea.
We’ll stay together even if it rains or snows,
And he’ll love me equally on my moody days and when the daylight dims or the moonbeam glows.
Apart from all those anxieties and those hypothetical scenes running in my mind along with such scary thoughts,
I still keep thinking where I’d meet him; who’d be too cute to handle and way too hot.